I've been home for a few days
It's been good in some ways
Many things are still the same
Some things never change
Is this where God has called me to be?
I'm not sure what He has prepared for me
Each time I return I feel more like a visitor
Just being and resting before moving on again
Being home reminds me of the direction I lack
And how mentally hard it is being a wanderer
I desire stability, to invest in a place and receive
To be known deeper in a church community
As I look at the unknown path after summer
I seek to hold onto a deeper level of peace
To be ok with trusting my God to lead
To simply be present as he asks me to walk
Although I know not where I will go
I do know that with me He will go
So on this present time I will focus my energies
To do the work of the Lord and enjoy life TODAY.
